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  • Who are you and what are you thinking?

    Who are you and what are you thinking?

    When I scan through my memories, it doesn’t matter what age I am, I’m still seeing the same world out of the same eyes. It’s the same eyes and the same brain refusing to eat my vegemite sandwich as a four year old, the same eyes and the same brain as a 14 year old…

  • Rubbish Removal

    Rubbish Removal

    As I began to face my childhood and early adulthood baggage, it was overwhelming. It felt SO heavy. I was dragging around this heavy, heavy shit with me, everywhere I went, and I had no idea how much it was weighing me down until I started to unpack it. But each time I faced some…

  • Rebuilding

    Rebuilding

    I have spent the past 10 years or so gradually dismantling my entire world. It began with my behaviours – I started noticing that my behaviours were very childish at times, and so I started to wonder why, and why I felt so different from what I seemed to observe in the people around me.…

  • Imagine

    Imagine

    I know that I’m a dreamer, but every reality has to start with a little imagining somewhere, right?

  • Belonging

    Belonging

    Wow, this is an enormous topic for me. The things I’ve done to try to fit myself in and find a place to belong. Now it makes perfect sense, but let me tell you about this part of my journey and you can see whether it resonates with you. When I was a kid, there…

  • New Beginnings

    Society has a set of standards that can be numbing and cold, and longevity does not equal happiness.

  • Ripples

    I wrote this a couple of years ago, but was not ready to publish it at that time. I’m ready now. When I was fourteen years old my friend was brutally raped and murdered at my cousin’s 16th birthday party. That’s some opening line, right? You can sometimes see resentment in the eyes of fellow conversationalists…

  • Rebuilding

    Rebuilding

    I’ve been quiet for a long time. Yes, I’ve been busy, like everyone, but that’s not really my reason. I think I have just been processing. It’s time for a check-in. The challenge here is that the more content I become, the less I feel inclined to share the journey, but I have had so…

  • The People Pleaser

    The People Pleaser

    How I moved from making it all about everyone else, to all about me, for a better, more fulfilling life.